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Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
11:43 pm	life post accident (weight off my chest) i'm basically at a normally functioning point finally, i can walk the city again, can't run but i think i'd be fine dancing... the last two months things feel like thier gettin better i'm coming out of a grey cloud, i'm off my meds and happier then i was on them. me and matt have been doing pretty great, have our problems, but we work through them,me and ness have a good pattern of hanging out longest runnign friend right there=] i see bret more which makes me happy, i miss seeing julie as often as we used to chill but school and work we both juggle a lot and have a great time when we see each other... i get to see tashie next weekend and i'm super excited about that, i like that our bond has grown stronger over the last few years, on sadder notes i feel distance growing between me and some friends, what hurts the most is i think these people dont even notice when toatally rude hurtful words vomit out of thier mouths and then just continue on with no regard, from the perspective of people who's opions i value i dont need someone like this in my life, and i'm starting to feel like thier all right, im sick of the effort without reward, i fail to have a sense of appreciation, conversation is beging to become inane and when i cease to enjoy being in thier presence i can no longer see reason to try... i'm growing up, i realize it now that i'm my own person i no longer look back on friends or some image or chemicals to feel secure, i care about my appearance, but it's me it's what i want not a carbon copy of someone else, i'm more honest with my self, i might of changed but i tried to include everyone who was important to me pre accidnet( oddly the point where i dropped the poor little boy act) but i guess some bonds fade, i dont know if i'll miss it but lately i really dont give a damn, i mean i'm only standable in small doses right Current Mood: weird Current Music: your so last summer//tbs ( classic)
4 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Friday, August 24th, 2007
9:13 pm	BIRTHDAY GIFTS!!!! so i've gotten: 50 dollars a bottle of belvidere dior homme cologne clinique stuff a new bed comfortor a new journal(leather bound and awesome) weeds season two and matts getting me new nike dunks oh and parents are paying the first payment on spain Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: xr2//M.I.A.
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Monday, April 9th, 2007
10:14 pm	ii do belive if i didnt put out the effort to call or hang out with people, ya know do all the driving as well, i'm willing to bet i'd only see about two people ever and no this isnt just about you
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
9:27 pm	complete honesty i want it, what is your real feelings of me, can be anonymous, or logged in, but i really care to know how you view me please Current Music: colorblind// counting crows
4 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Thursday, December 7th, 2006
1:26 am	the new background of when you log on to lj is really cute =] Current Music: gravelpit//wu tang
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
10:48 pm	this site told me not to date peopel haahah   The Manchild Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLDm)     Hopeful. Awkward. Soft-headed. Fire intrigues you. You are The Manchild.     Okay, Manchildren have some good qualities. They can be unpredictable, brash, magnetic--and therefore highly charismatic. Particularly, you're passionate and are often a hell of a lot of fun. Your exact opposite: The Bachelor Deliberate Gentle Sex Master     But we'd like you to consider not using OkCupid. You can be unthinking and hurtful, and we think you LIKE seeing bad things happen. You've had a moderate number of relationships, but broken a disproportionate number of hearts. In total, you mean well, but don't really have it together.     It's up to you, of course, whether to continue dating. There are plenty of men out there who do deserve you. But you've heard our advice. If you stay... ALWAYS AVOID: The Bachelor CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail. Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
2 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
9:42 pm	if you think i would waste my breath to prank call you get over yourself your number isnt even in my phone anymore Current Music: fashion tips baby// Fear Before the March of Flames
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
12:26 pm	fuck so basically i blew 27,000 in lancaster to be told today that because i did a second semester i voided my self from free tuitition in nj. not to mention how much i hated being out there, i guess i can be thankful for the few people that got me away from there sometimes Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: take it easy(love nothing)//Bright Eyes
3 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Friday, May 5th, 2006
1:53 am	fuck me why cant i fall asleep on the one time i actualy need to fucking finals
1 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Monday, March 6th, 2006
2:11 pm	5 days and i will be home, and i will get to see my puppy im so excited im gonna love it
1 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
12:39 am	another day another dissapointment i just feel let down all the time, i cant depend on anything really lately. i just wish i could meet someone that will make me smile and that i'll actualy enjoy being with Current Mood: blah Current Music: Agoraphobic Nosebleed
3 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Saturday, December 24th, 2005
7:50 pm	xmas party at ominousxsilence's house!! brightredscreem brightredscreem drank 2 bloody marys, 15 mescals, 12 whiskeys, 11 hot toddys and 14 champagnes. brightredscreem admitted that they openly stole from the poor. they went on to explain that they used this money to fuel their addiction to cough medicine. brightredscreem - "Sober???? Is that a type of tequila. Give us a lick!" electrocutions electrocutions drank 5 red wines. electrocutions had to be told on multiple occasions that the curtains were not edible jacqui_d jacqui_d drank 12 brandys, 13 pilsners, 12 ciders, 7 cognacs and 5 hot toddys. During a game of truth or dare, jacqui_d admitted that their most embarassing moment was when they got booted in the privates by the Queen Mother after asking her to sign their nads with a permanent marker! acident acident drank 15 vermouths, 12 ales, 7 ciders and 10 mescals. dani39 dani39 drank 5 absinthes, 9 mint juleps, 5 cosmopolitans, a pilsner, 11 kahluas and 2 goldschlagers. perfectness perfectness drank 9 aftershocks, 11 pernods, 3 pilsners, 8 lagers and an ale. angrygirl125 angrygirl125 drank 6 poteens, 10 lagers, 8 red wines and 6 mescals. boreddumblond12 boreddumblond12 drank 12 coffee liqueurs and 12 cognacs. jay_bird042 jay_bird042 drank 9 vermouths, 5 pernods and 9 pilsners. appleincheerios appleincheerios drank 8 ciders and 7 white wines. robot_fever robot_fever drank 7 everclears and 6 rums. ominousxsilence ominousxsilence drank 4 ales, 3 absinthes and 3 irish creams. Clean up at ominousxsilence's place! Urgh bejesus man, there's soup pieces in this barfpile! Fucking ell theres 3 of them! Xmas Party? Drunken fights, hammer attacks, glorious turkeys, ridiculous amounts of alcohol, sex, drugs and rock n roll Enter your name below to experience the ultimate in complete useless bollocks! Drunken Hero so brandon thats where all the curtians in my room went thank you <3
2 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
12:46 pm	quick update i'm home and i dont update this much when im here but ive been home for a week and its been really nice i've seen almost everyone and had amazing times with them, it feels like much more then a week next week is the thursday show with blood brothers mewithoutYou and CIrcle takes the Sqaure. i'm excited some people should come visit me // JOe Current Mood: good Current Music: the Unicorns
3 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
2:35 pm	do this Anonymously leave me... 1. One secret. 2. One compliment. 3. One non-compliment, criticism, or insult. 4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me. 5. Lyrics to your favorite song. 6. How old you are. 7. How long we've been friends. 8. And a hint to who you are. 9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.
7 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Monday, December 5th, 2005
9:22 pm	i thiknk i deserve more then my bike for my kidney Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Saturday I helped angrygirl125 across the street (6 points). In August I gave jacqui_d a kidney (1000 points). Last Tuesday I didn't flush (-1 points). In July I set vietnow106's puppy on fire (-66 points). Last month I punched xxooxx in the arm (-10 points). Overall, I've been nice (929 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike! Sincerely, ominousxsilence Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: Current Music: murder by death
2 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
8:38 pm	Rejoice, rejoice a noble birth, a prince is born...unto us the most inspired storm epiphanies(spellcheck) are nice i feel alott better right now i think i can finally cast off this shrowed of desperation thats been plauging me for the last few months now im better then i have been acting lately and its now time to show it Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Same shade as concrete//Circle Takes the Square
Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
8:22 pm	i responded to any one who commented thanx
1 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Thursday, November 17th, 2005
5:31 pm	Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like/love/adore you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.
20 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Thursday, November 10th, 2005
10:07 pm	asdfaksdjhfamyfuckingmindisintransitlaskdfasdjlfkasdfjka everything i thought i finaly came to understand about my self in the last year or two is now being thrown into a blender and frappied can't explain what i'm thinking finaly finished house of leaves it was amazing starting virgin suicieds totaly awsome i thought after 19 years i'd understand myself i still feel like i'm twelve sometimes Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: The Future is a Mesh Stalion//Neon Blonde
4 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out
Friday, November 4th, 2005
4:15 pm	its cute
1 left a bitter taste in my mouth | Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out